(Lauzerte - Espalais/Auvillar) All Things Will Pass.

The lesson that I am constantly being taught is that all things will pass. The freezing days have passed, giving way to balmy breezes from the gentle South. The tiresomely meandering route through muddy, gloopy fields has passed, replaced by a straight path beside a canal lined with magnificent plane trees. My ankles no longer ache, but that will pass too, and new ailments will arise. After a few petulant days, Finny is now in high spirits and even went for a swim in the canal; but that too will pass, as will he, as will you, as will I.

In pictures.

The dog days of summer seem a long time ago.

Canis canus.

The countryside is crisscrossed by innumerable ancient stone walls...

...and dotted with attractive stone shepherds' huts, and Neolithic dolmens.

'La tristeza es la lluvia en un tejado de zinc' - sadness is (the sound of) rain on a tin roof - Mario Benedetti.

'La miseria es tener los pies fríos y mojados' - misery is having cold wet feet. 

The lost domain.

A few days ago I saw a dead cat on the road, its face smashed in, and I felt... nothing. Well, a momentary flicker of pity, and some revulsion. By contrast - and I don't mean to sentimentalise - I remember finding a squashed hedgehog as a boy, and being inconsolable. That openness of heart represents, for me, the lost domain of childhood; perhaps it is also what the mysterious estate was for Le Grand Meaulnes, or the special summer session for Gene and Phineas in A Separate Peace. Why do we have to lose that openness, and can it be regained?

Is this sexist?

Men lead with rucksacks, women follow with perky boobs.

Annoying things.

This is not very Zen, but here is a list of things that annoy me: 

French breakfasts  (yesterday's baguette and jam) - how did Napoleon's army ever get as far as Russia? 

Enticing signs for gîtes/ B&Bs that have closed, forcing frosty nights outdoors. 

The French for a pilgrim's stamp - 'tampon'.

Goretex - it never truly keeps you dry.

Pretty but ghostlike villages whose houses are all shuttered up because they are summer holiday homes (more saddening than annoying).

Shops that close from 12 - 3 (the siesta is fine in sweltering Andalusia, but here?).

Locked churches. 

People who complain too much.

Trying days.

Back in Beirut, I used to dream about tiring days of physical activity with my friend Phineas, about not knowing where I would sleep, and about a distant but realisable goal (Finisterre). Well, I now understand the old adage, be careful what you wish for (...). The physical aches have lost their pleasant novelty, and so often my mind races ahead and fixates on the distance still to go, or starts to make anxiety-inducing plans for the future; anything approaching a peaceful state of beneficent mindfulness is lost, and there's a whole lot of dukka. These are the trying days.

Mythic motifs, merging time periods.

I was told that pilgrims could receive a blessing after morning mass in the cathedral at Puy. I walked there before dawn through foggy winding streets, without people or cars. It could have been the year 1250. I'd forgotten how bizarre holy communion is, but was oddly moved by the blessing itself. Then a day walking through the area terrorised by the 'Beast of Gévaudan' between 1764 and 1767. There are still over 100 wolves in the wild here. And toadstools everywhere - the original shamanic hallucinogen (apparently) - eating them might really merge time periods, but so far I have not indulged. 

'La Bête de Gévaudan'

Amanita Muscaria in the woods.